And you're apparently not listening to me if you think that's all I've been saying this whole conversation. You don't have regrets about the bad things you've done... I get it, you don't care. You've said it a lot of times tonight. But I've literally copped to having fucked up in this exact conversation and explained my reasoning for why I did. If you don't like that, then... I just don't know what you're looking for from me here, because you're not going to get some kind of admission that I'm secretly also as into making bad choices as you seem to be.

[ She shrugs. ]

I'm not allowed to confirm or deny, and I sure as hell don't feel like breaking that rule for you right now.