I would've given anything. To see them hatch. Their first steps, first words. First day of school. To see each of them grow. I'd give my other leg. My everything. My sons...are my whole world. If I could've understood that, sooner. If...I could've understood what was sacrificing for them, what was really selfish.
[ All she does, she continues to just stare at the floor, as something empty inside her keeps growing. ]
But... I'm always gonna have taken that ride. I'm never going to have that life. Even if I change it. It's not mine. I didn't earn it.
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I would've given anything. To see them hatch. Their first steps, first words. First day of school. To see each of them grow. I'd give my other leg. My everything. My sons...are my whole world. If I could've understood that, sooner. If...I could've understood what was sacrificing for them, what was really selfish.
[ All she does, she continues to just stare at the floor, as something empty inside her keeps growing. ]
But... I'm always gonna have taken that ride. I'm never going to have that life. Even if I change it. It's not mine. I didn't earn it.